Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Faithless



Wrapping her shawl tight,
Around her frame,
She walked on at her usual brisk pace.
Eyes focused ahead -
And hat tightly in place.
She longed for the burst of yellow-
To chase away the gloomy greys.
The sky seemed laden with heavy clouds-
About to pour.
Footsteps crunching on the gravel,
Leaving prints that showed a determined gait-
She marched on-
Towards the gate.
Home, she thought-
Soon I'll be home-
Tucked away from the ferrous eyes of the world,
Pigeon-holed in her solitude.
Single in the city.
She stayed aloof.
Her normal bubbly self -
Sharply distant and curbed.
Watchful and cautious,
She let her cynicism guide her way through.
Trust seemed frail-
As all she'd loved,
Left her in waxed pieces-
Solitary in their blazing trail.
In her mind, she'd reached her end-
Of hopes,  dreams , wants and expectations.
All seemed a curious dead end-
As she felt no reserve of strength
To fight her way through anymore.
She's given up-
On her own path of life-
As the way fell into a smooth flow-
Her current holy grail-
Day in and day out.
The erstwhile joy on seeing cherubs-
Now faded away to a sharp jab,
A tug at her heart,
A streak of anger
And an increasingly embedded melancholy.
She wished she'd not changed much-
Or met her man who'd been a lesson-
To lessen her and her sprite.
To diminish her own self-pride
And leave her begging at the hands of fate.
Yet, she believed in no destiny.
But had no choice.
For her, the wait was over-
As she'd forced herself to accept the inevitability.
She lived with love and its ashes,
Wishing for it to fade and zoom out.
Yet she knew she was done for-
Her road to perdition had ended long ago-
And she would always have to live with a
Smoked salvation on following her heart.
In defeat, she felt her head hang low-
As she let her mind possess her sanity.
All seemed metallic and cold ton her-
People , peers and places-
Remote and wonderless,
As she walked on-
Faithless.


2 comments:

  1. All the enigma was a screen...
    Have the heavy clouds hung long in the ether ever?
    Smokescreen or otherwise,
    Perdition has always let the explorer to find the coveted prize.

    While the nemesis is always apparent,
    What sustains is the spirit.
    Eternal spirit that spurs the existence.

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  2. " Dear lord when I get to heaven
    Please let me bring my man
    When he comes tell me that you'll let him
    Father tell me if you can

    Oh that grace, oh that body
    Oh that face makes me wanna party
    He's my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds .."

    - Lana Del Ray :)

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