Tonight

Tonight, let me be,

Lost in the negativity of you.

Let my mind dwell,

On your shaded ways,

And jaded words.

Tonight, 

Let me hate you.

With a zeal-

As intense as  love.

Let me burn,

In the embers,

Of your ire.

Trapped in the contradiction

Of your absence in your presence,

Let me not find you, 

When I may reach out.

Let the darkness be my friend,

For tonight,

Let my lonesome ways,

Guide me.

To my own light.