the inner world

days and nights,
lost under the
same star shine..
i wander unseeing..
aimless
as my eyes..
still adjust to the dark.
so many thoughts-
unclear, maze-like
flitter across
my mind screen.
i rush to chase them
beat them at
their own pace.
but they outwit me
so i remain lost
faithless-
closeted.
powerless to be driven,
i let myself be.
go with the flow.
not grow.
anymore.
i have perhaps,
lost my sense of wonder.
that had ignited me earlier,
when i was not the same.
today is different,
but will tomorrow,
be any better???