A messed up mind,
Is what I am left with-
I cant really perceive.
Distance seems greater
Each time.
As I try to reconnect.
Rebond?
A joke.
All I know ,
Is that I’m
Going with the flow.
Loving it…
And hating it-
As well.
I’m leading
A different life now.
Far away
From the one
I’d known.
The fresh air-
A respite.
But at what price?
It’s a paradigm shift almost.
Yet I cant seem to
Press the delete option.
Life’s taken a strange turn.
Suddenly I’m at crossroads.
Unknown - so far-
Lies the right direction.
Where should the right direction point to?
Will it be
A lasting “pleasant surprise?”
Or a negation
Of the new-
Retracing the footprints-
Lost in the sands of time?
How did I dig my own grave?
When will I wake up?
And see the sun rise,
In the right east?
Or is it too bad to,
Drift aimless in your dream?
Floating on-
Waiting for the Messiah-
To signal the Beginning,
Of the End.
And the Awakening.